terça-feira, 19 de julho de 2011

COINCIDENCE




What is a coincidence? A signal, that something good or bad, will strike over one’s life?

Most of us wouldn’t take coincidences seriously, we are way too “rational” to believe on things like that.

But some time ago I experienced something that made me rethink my conceptions:

I had a close friend, a shy and melancholic girl, named Anna. We were childhood friends, and we almost dated when we were younger, but she had to move to another city.

We kept contact, through mail and e-mail. She would send me messages every day, and at first I would reply to them just after receiving them. But time have passed and I knew another girl, we started to date, and part because I was too busy with my girlfriend, and part because I didn’t want to tell Anna I had meet someone, I stop replying the mail she sent me. Not at once, but little by little. Someday she sent an email asking if I was mad at her or if she had said something stupid, things like that. It was common, once she always took the blame for other people errors. I tried to explain everything in an e-mail, but three weeks later, when I gathered the strength to send it, it just bounced back, something about the destination not existing anymore. I keep trying the e-mail and also the phone and mailing her some old fashioned letters.
The phone turned to be inexistent, and my letters returned marked as “recipient not found”. It made me very sad, I felt horrible, but as the time passed, I ended forgetting it.

From time to time I would remember her with melancholy.

After I graduated, I got an excellent job that was unbelievable close to my new house, I just had to cross the street. Everyday I would walk downstairs; buy me a cup of coffee and cross the street.

With time it becomes very automatic and I won’t notice the people around me, but someday, for no reason at all, this white stray cat, jumped in front of me. I almost trip on it and, a little pissed off, I looked around me to see where the little trouble maker was, but then I saw a beautiful girl that I recognized instantly: Anna, the same short black hair, the big blue eyes and that shy smile of hers. She had grown up, but looked the same nice girl that I was so fond of.

But then, she disappeared in the crowd.

To be honest, I could have looked for her more, but it was so fast, I started to doubt myself.

 After that, I would look around for her every day, before and after work, but still I wouldn’t find her among the crowd.

I was almost forgetting about it when, while I waited to cross the street, I feel a strong pain in my ankle. Scared I look to see what happened, just in time to see the same stray white cat running away after biting me. This time I went after the little bastard, decided to take him personally to the animal control, so he would stop harassing me.

But I missed it completely.

Calmer, I turned to go to office, when I see the same beautiful girl, and this time I was sure, it was Anna. She was walking with two other girls, laughing and smiling, all them having some kind of ID around the neck.

I remembered how much I liked the sound of her laugh, and this time I really tried to reach her, but once again she disappeared.

Late that night, after I visited a couple pubs and clubs of the neighborhood to look for Anna, I went back to home and went to bed. Was stupidity, more than three million people lived in the city, and the odds of finding her where very, very little. Disappointed and tired, I finally slept.

Close to 3:00 Am, a crash wakes me.

I caught some wood left from the closet I was trashing to have more space in my bedroom, and tip toe to my living room.

I waited in the dark silently until I saw a figure walking slowly on the floor. Incapable to believe in my own eyes, I turned the lights on, to be sure.

Was that damned white stray cat.

I was unsure of how to proceed, even mad at the cat –who had just destroyed a pretty expensive porcelain vase that I got from my trip to China –I still didn’t had the cold blood to beat it with a piece of wood. More confuse than mad, I just watched while it jumped on my sofa, curled in a ball and slept like he was the owner of the place.

I decided to first look from where he had entered in my room, but my house was all shut, no door or window open. The little magician probably had entered while I was looking to the wrong direction when I came back, a couple hours earlier.

I Stood in front of him, lectured him like he was a bad child, tried to move him but all was worthless. The cat ignored me and kept purring on the sofa. Defeated and tired, I went back to my bed.

In the next morning, I found havoc and destruction beyond my wildest dreams, well, I admit it was restricted to my sofa, but anyway, I wasn’t pleased to see that mister feline magician had shredded the sofa that I was still paying for. Telling myself that PETA would murder me in my sleep if I hurt the savage beast, I decided to trap it on with a sheet or a towel and drop it on the animal control, but the bastard hide itself so well I couldn’t find it anywhere. Late to work, I give up searching the cat, and left a window open, so it could get out of there while I was at work.

Having the rest of my week ruined by that stupid feline, who had probably been sent by the evil forces from darkness to annoy me to death, I crossed the street looking like I would punch the first person to cross my path, and I say that because people would look at my face and get out of my way a little scared.

I must be honest, I reacted childishly over a cat, a sofa and an overpriced vase, and I sincerely regretted it as soon as I crossed the street. I even look around me, thinking if I should apologize for acting like I would randomly punch people in the face, when I saw it.

A sign in with a picture of a big white cat and at the bottom of the sign several tiny strips with a name and a phone number. No one took the little strips with a phone number attached, where I could read :

“CAT LOST, PLEASE HELP, RESPOND TO “ROMEO”. ANY INFORMATION CALL JANICE 99-999-999.”

No doubt about it, it was my fiendish guest. I took one of the strips and kept it on my wallet.

At the end of the day, I was going back home, when my nemesis, “Romeo” nearly gave me a heart attack by jumping out from nowhere over me.

Some people would say I screamed like a little girl, but some people never got a cat attached to their scalp. After “thrilling” me, the thing landed close to me, he walked away, calmly, like he owned the entire neighborhood.

The most rational line of action would be running back home and locking the window before your majesty, Romeo The Shredder, returned home (to MY home) with a dead rat in his mouth.

But damn, I’m probably a stupid masochist, because, remembering the sign, called him.

-Hey Romeo. Come here boy!

I was hoping him to ignore me and relief me of any guilt from not helping a girl somewhere to get her precious kitty back, but that evil hair-ball actually turn back and jumped in my lap.

“Romeo” curled in a ball and simply waited to be taken back to his palace, my apartment, were I still had to feed him and give him water, which he paid me by pooping on my kitchen and murdering one of my pillows.

I decided that Romeo’s personality was a gift to great to be kept only for me, and I called “Janice” hoping she could come and get him before he destroyed any other piece of furniture.

-Hello, Janice?

-Yes? Who is?

-My name is James, I saw your sign and I found your cat… Could…

-OH! ROMEO?! Thank you so much!! I will pick him right now! I will have a friend to drive me there!!!

Some people are just weird, I said to myself after give my address. Caring about a trouble maker…

Well I am soft hearted, and I felt real good for putting a girl and her cat back together, I even pet the little devious Romeo, who responded with a soft purr.
Twenty minutes later, they arrive, already fond of the furniture-murderer angel; I pick Romeo gently and took him downstairs.

There two girls waited in the lobby, and I just lost my tongue.

-Romeo! My baby!!-Said the blonde girl called Janice –Did him behaved well?

I answered yes, but I did not intend to lie. I was just surprised.

Anna was the friend.

Her big blue eyes shined like jewels as we both simply stood there, speechless.

-James?

-Anna!

We kind of forget about the other girl and the cat, we hug, we laugh we almost cried, and we exchange phone numbers and addresses.

-I can’t believe in that James!

Neither did me. But damn, I suddenly felt a need to kiss Romeo and buy him an everlasting supply of tuna.

From that day on I never lost contact with Anna, we actually started to date, and two years later we were married.

Now you must be thinking “oh, that was the coincidence?”

No, coincidence was to discover, less than a minute after I handled the cat to Janice that “Romeo” was actually a “Juliette”. It was the wrong cat.

In my defense, I never had a cat, so I didn’t knew about it’s “plumbing”.

Good old Romeo was found next day at his own home, where he finally meet Juliette, and together they made a lot of kittens, white, adorable and with a lust for the destruction of any furniture they meet.

One is ours, his name?

Lucky Coincidence.


Fin.

domingo, 17 de julho de 2011

MY NAME.

In early 1988, I was a teenager with plenty of friends; we wanted to party every day, we did drugs, we had sex, we had our little dramas, putting it simple we were absolutely normal.

One weekend we decided to have a small reunion, in a large and old storage house, property of the father of one of our friends. We would do the usual, get drunk, get high and behave stupidly in “dare” and other games. That night we had a new toy to play around: An Ouija Board.

Most of us didn’t know jack about it, but the idea was awesome, talk to ghosts!

We crowded in a small circle around it, light up some candles for the heck of it and we started playing. Most of the questions were plain stupid, like “how you died”, “what’s the size of your dick?”, ”how much of a fag that guy is?” and so on, we asked for names and we got plenty of them, which we didn’t bothered in remember, once we thought it was only our pals screwing around.

The game was hilarious, or so it looked like to a bunch of stoned drunk teenagers, and it went for hours. Around 3:00am. Only a five of us were left and playing it; I was busted, so I crashed in the old mattress close to the table to watch the game and have some laughs. Every went well, until Sandy got her turn on it. Sandy was wasted, and didn’t look much fine, to be honest she looked like a zombie. From our little group, she was the one most interested in the Ouija thing, so no one cared much while she kept playing alone, while the last couple start having some after part action right next to her. The other girl, Mel, Was already over me, but I had the hots for Sandy so I kept half of my attention on her.

At some time she start talking in a deep, mechanical voice:

“ My. Name. Is. Dood Meisje.”

-Cmmon Sandy! No need to keep it up with a weird voice, only you are still playing that-I said.

But her voice kept in that monotonous deep tone. She spoke many things in a foreign language, and suddenly Mel throws a question for the laughs:

-Hey Doody! When we will die?

Among the muffled laughs no one took it seriously, but I saw Sandy’s body becoming stiff and frozen, she even stop breathing. Then it started:

The little arrow flied over the board faster than I could follow it, then suddenly it stopped and she spoke in a loud, but cold voice that looked somehow different than her own:

-April, drieëntwintig.
Before we could ask what the hell she said, she started again, her hands moving with strange speed and precision:

-Mei, twee.

And again:

-Juni, negen.
-Juli, tien.
-Morgen, middag.

We were all a little spooked at the time. She was kinda serious about strange things, and she wasn’t looking fine. Suddenly she got up and started screaming:

-NO! I don’t want to! PLEASE DON’T!

She grabbed her own hair and pulled it off, acting like crazy, and then she grabbed the Ouija board and throws it away.

More and more disturbed, she scratched her own face very deep, and we saw the blood pouring for her wounds as she babbled like a crazy person.

She ran out the room, in shock, we took no more than a couple minutes to go after her, but she had disappeared. It was April, 3rd.

We were all worried about her, but we went home, expecting her to come back to her senses, but she didn’t show at school, neither returned home.

In the next day, we all heard about a strange death on the old storage house we used to have our parties. Even if the name of the person, or any other details, were kept secret, we all had a bad feeling about it.

Two days later we were at Sandy’s funeral. Her coffin shut tight, her family mourning, we didn’t had much information about it, we just knew she died April 4th, close to midday, or so told the cops. She had the body full of wounds, so deep they couldn’t fix her face to her own funeral. Her mother was traumatized, Sandy didn’t had a father, both lived together and were very close, and worst: Her mother had to identify the body.

We were close to her mother too, she wont patronize nor support our habits, she would just ask us to be careful and play nice, and we respected her for it. When we visit her to comfort and help cleaning, we encountered two cops making her some questions:

-Miss Cross, are you sure you don’t know anyone called Morgen Middag? We had reasons to believe she had a encounter with this person in the day of her death.

-No… I knew all her friends, she didn’t kept secrets from me…she would tell me about any new friend…that was how we are… no… we used to be…

Few days later, we were called at the precinct to be asked a few questions, we didn’t said much, we really didn’t know nothing, and we even told about the party we had and about Sandy running wild later. We just omitted the drug part.

-You are sure about it? Nothing else? Maybe something about Morgen Middag?

He shown up a picture of and old man, around it sixties.

-No we never saw that guy before. He is the killer?

-We don’t know. But he is the only Morgen Middag in all state. If you remember something, please call.

After we left, we were all a little off. Sandy was very closed, and the idea of her having an OD and running into the arms of a old prick was horrible. We should have searched more for her that night, called the cops, anything.

Mel was behaving strangely, but I assumed it was the same guilty messing with her mind. We split up and went back home, were we stayed “grounded”, more like a protective custody from our parents. Details of Sandy’s death leaked, and her body, slashed, broke and mutilated soon become the city’s main concern. We discovered why they asked about the old guy: His name was written in the wall, with Sandy’s blood, and also carved over her shoulder. Everyone wanted to have a private talk with the old asshole, and didn’t took long to people discover that Morgan S. Middag, age 78, was in vegetative state since eight of October, 1984.

It was April, 23rd, a Friday, and we simply stood home with our heads filled with crap, while the city become more and more paranoid…

The next morning I receive a visit from the cops, and was asked, in company of my parents to the precinct were investigations were been handled. The reason hit me like a bomb, right in the head: Mel had been found dead, soon after she got home last night, in her own bedroom. Someone locked the door and killed her while her parents tried to break in. They couldn’t get in until the terrible screaming stopped, and inside they found only the broke body of her daughter, arms, legs, neck, everything twisted and almost ripped of her body. The parents weren’t suspect, once the cops arrived while Mel was still screaming for help, and entered the bedroom with the parents.

This time the detective asked me about someone called April, but I couldn’t really pay attention. I had just realized how much I loved Mel, and how much I would miss her. I just cried there, in front of my parents and the detectives.

The city become paranoid as fuck, and we were kept under surveillance of our parents, teachers and the police, some afraid we were possible victims, others afraid we were the killers. All kind of sick story start running around, and I was more and more fucked in my own depression. I lost contact with my friends until my pal, Brad, called me at home. He was strange, and very afraid:

-Bro, it’s me, brad! Look I think I found it! It’s insane, I say INSANE! It’s all ab.

Suddenly the line disconnected.

It was a Monday in May.

That night a couple patrol cars stopped in front of our house and we all were took to the precinct. I already knew it was something about Brad.

This time the detectives gave us a hard time, specially me, asked a lot about some May person and why Brad called me minutes before his death. I told them what Brad told me, and look like they believed, once I and my remaining friends were moved each one to a different location and got police protection. The case was going out of control: The brutality and the fact the killer could appear and disappear without traces or warning made everyone paranoid about dying in their own beds.

Me and Lily, Brad’s girl, where the two last survivors, and It was driving Lily insane: She tried to run from the cops a couple times, and in the end everyone agreed that going out of the city was the best option to her. The local authorities called some favors and the police of Detroit, two hours flight from our city, told us they could guard her, something that brought great relief to her and her family. At the time no one knew to were she was going, it was a big secret that only a couple of guys knew about.
She took the night flight to Detroit nine of June, and the cops were already planning to move me to another city soon.

Lily never arrived: She was killed in her own seat, just like the cop sit next to her, both heads twisted in 360º degrees. No witness, and again something carved over her shoulder: Juni Negen.

My parents and the cops freak out. FBI was called in, every single passenger and crew member was keep under custody, and I was moved to a secure room on the precinct, surrounded by six huge guys armed to M-16s, one of them was the detective who lead the case, he tried to make me feel secure, but I was shitting my pants.

Then it hit me, I asked for a piece of paper and a calendar, and ordered the deaths by its dates. To my surprise, it actually worked. I soon remembered, Mel’s question:

“-When we will die?”

Sandy responded:

-April, drieëntwintig, Mei, twee, Juni, negen, Juli tien, Morgen, middag.

We were seated in a circle around the Ouija board, and our positions coincide with the dates of the deaths, Sandy, the reader, was the last of the circle, but also the first.

And I was next, no, I was the last one.

I took the pencil and wrote everything in the smallest details possible, took me hours and a entire notebook, but I made it, just before the clock in the wall marked the first minute of  ten of July. The light flickers and goes off. I feel an excruciating pain in my shoulder, and I heard a voice whispering on my ear:
“-Mijn naam is Dood Meisje…”


Fin.

sábado, 16 de julho de 2011

REWARD

As we get old we realize we are fragile, and we will eventually die, no matter how good you were, or how much suffering you experienced, good or wicked, fuck it all, everyone will end dead, so all the preaching in the church, all those heroic ideals from the comic books and the constitutional rights are just a bunch of crap someone shoved down your throat, when you were to young to realize that there is no such thing as reward in the afterlife.

It was more than I could handle, after a life of good actions, religious devotion and exemplary behavior, I would simply get old and die like anyone else.

All the things I wanted to do, but I didn’t because they were “wrong” or “evil”, all the pleasures I denied myself in order to honor god’s words, every simple desire or impulse smothered under the calm obedience to the letter of law, nothing would save me from death, or even guarantee me a reward in the next life.

That’s why I decided to search for the alternative, the dark power that were forbidden to the good men, with rituals not only immoral but also illegal, filled with rape, death and gore, and that rewarded evil deeds with gold and power, yes, it would save me from death!

Took me many years and all my money, but I finally had the infamous Dark Book in my hands, the fiendish Necronomicon, the book in which are kept secrets and powers capable to destroy the sanity of the reckless.

The original is forever lost, beyond the reach of mortals, but several copies were made, but also many falsifications also were produced. To find this copy of the Dark Book is a sign of the ancient gods that my immortality is imminent!

I study it daily, night and day, and I discover spells capable to ruin body and soul of saints, and I read descriptions of demons and evil gods so realistic that they would make the innocent cry with tears of foul blood.

The rituals are complex and always have a price, but such price is expected to be paid with the blood of the innocent.

I finally find it, the spell to grant me immortality!

The price, the life of children: Ten years of youth, health and immortality to each child murdered in a dark altar in honor of The Most Evil. My first ritual grant me only then years, but in the second I manage to extend my beautiful existence in forty more years.

I live as I watch those around me die, there is no better feeling in the world than outlive the ones around me. Questions are made, but as long I have the Dark Book with me, no one can stop me.


I just finished my greatest ritual, granting me five hundred years of life and I celebrate it in a feast in my honor; those fools adore me as the god I truly am. They beg for my favors and tremble before my powers, are amusing to see how pathetic they can be.

As I finish my meal, I feel sleepy. My throat is dry. I ask for wine, and I receive a large calice of sweet wine. Now I’m drowsy… I try to speak, but my tongue is numb.

They are around me, fools!!! You will pay for this! Don’t you know that I am the immortal god?! Many of those idiots reach for pistols, knives and even axes and hammers. Pathetic, I cannot die! If I could speak, I would turn their bodies into rotten meat.

They attack me! OH GOD! The pain! It never ends! Please god, make it stop! As soon as they finish, my body repair itself in a blink of an eye. From my wounds, only the agonizing pain remains, and frustrated, my aggressors attack me again and again and again!!! IT NEVER ENDS!

My body is filled with drugs and poisons, and the paralysis and agony only become worst. They torture me, they cut me, burn me, brake my body in any possible way! It go on and on for years! I literally suffer every single moment possible; they take turns and never let me recover. My tongue is ripped of, as my nails. A red hot iron spear impales me, as my genitals are grinded every morning, before the true torture begins! The creativity and hatred are endless; they never grow tired of my agony.  

Generation After generation I am abused, tortured and humiliated. I barely kept my sanity, thanks to one single hope of salvation. My contract will kept me alive for 500 years, and no more… Then, I shall be free!

Oh, how glorious death can be! To imagine my body finally dying is pure bliss, it gives me strength to continue!

The world have changed radically, I know, even locked here, in this chamber of horrors. I carefully counted the days and hours and minutes and even the seconds, and now I am sure that the time of liberation will soon come to release me from this hellish existence.

I feel it, the life finally leaving my body with the blood that pours of the wounds that won’t heal themselves anymore. The cracked and splintered bones remain broken and my burned flesh stays dark and scorched.

Finally free I die! I close my eyes and wait for my freedom! At least!!! Freedom!!

But then I open my eyes.

And what I see make me scream like I never did before, even after five hundred years of agony!!!!!

I’m still there, in the torture room! It can’t be!

I notice the silence, and I remember how was to be alone again. I look around me, and something is not right, His symbols, the symbols of The Most Evil are every where. The room itself is different, is like a mirror image of the torture room were I spent my last days!

No, I am still dead. I should know.
As I see the door opening and hundreds of demoniac child-like demons, my sacrifices to HIM, coming down with instruments of uncanny horror I finally realize:

Indeed, there is such thing as… Reward.

quarta-feira, 13 de julho de 2011

FIVE DAYS.


 What I will tell here is the written account of an old friend, a man I assure was a skeptic, sane and trustworthy citizen, so I advise you to take those lines seriously.
To preserve the families, all the names from now on will be alias.

Back at the end of the 1999, a great blizzard hit the North America, causing a great deal of material damage and deaths.


One of the most affected areas was Toronto and its outskirts, where my friend Tom and his wife Megan had a comfy house on Georgina Island, one hour drive north from Toronto. With him traveled also an old family friend named Jeff, with his girlfriend Mary and her younger brother, Mark, a quiet and shy figure, recovering from depression.

They arrived for a two weeks vacation, two days before the blizzard. They knew a storm was coming, but they didn’t worry about it. Having a well built house, a stock of wood and anything else they could need, it was, to them, nothing more than a nuisance.
Tom even had his own small generator in case it needed.


Everyone was having a good time, even Mark, who to our surprise, and to Mary pride, was a spectacular photographer of the wild. In two days he managed, no one is sure how, to get a vast collection of pictures of the Island wild life. Tom only worried about him going around alone, but Mark was a cautious and inflexible individual, so he would keep going in his photo hunts, at least until the snow storm begun.

The morning of the third day was dark and gloomy, and it hit Mark the worst, or so Tom assumed at the time. He would stay alone in his room staring at the windows for hours. At the meals he would just nod at any question or comment. At 16:30h, his behavior growth stranger. He stood in the window by the door, looking outside and shivering.

His sister was concerned and asked him:

-Mark, is everything all right? Are you sick?

-Mary… I… I don’t know how to put it without sounding like a crazy person, but since last night I feel that someone is stalking us…

Jeff, who was bothered at Mark’s behavior, which he at the time called as “party pooping in his pants for nothing” simple told him to “stop imagining things, no one would be outside in such weather”.

-Jeff! How can you be so sure, did you at least look outside?

Was an empty but very delicate question: Mary raised Mark after her mother abandoned them, and his father, who had to work some time for weeks away, couldn’t be present. She had this mother feeling toward her little brother, and as any mother she would start a fight with anyone who looks wrong at her child. But outside the snowstorm was already a deadly predator: Visibility was near to zero, and the temperature kept dropping.

To ease thing among the couple, Tom’s wife, Megan, suggested that they all could give a look outside, after all, the island was a tourist resort, and it could be a lost camper. Jeff, who know better than pick a fight over something as sensible as Mary little brother seeing shadows in the snow, agreed.

They kept looking for few minutes, and even Mary accepted that it was the storm playing tricks with her brother. Hurt and still afraid of something, Mark went back to his room, on first floor and spent the rest of the day with his FD-91 digital camera

At night, before dinner, the blizzard was almost at its peak. Mark went down to dinner and eated in silence.

At the morning of the fourth day, the electricity had been cut, and their cars, kept in an old barn converted to a garage, were already impossible to reach, and even if they could get to them, they would be useless under so much snow.
Tom started the generator and just before the breakfast, Mark dashed down from his room to the kitchen, grabbed his sister, and took her to his room. Jeff was already pissed off with Mark, and Tom and Megan where speechless.

-Mark! Mark! What’s wrong?!

-I will show you! He tried to get inside my room! I took pictures of him! He thought I was sleeping or something!

In his room, he took the cam and showed the pictures to Mary. Jeff annoyed looked at them too, but with disdain.

-There’s nothing but snow on those photos Mark! Can you grow up a little and let us enjoy this trip?

Mark, angry, got his camera, selected a picture and pointed something on it to his sister:

-Look here, See it?

Everyone looked at it. Was a picture he took from the window, aimed to something beside it, out the house. Was barely impossible to identify if it was snow or… Something else.

Was like a face made of snow, a disfigured snow man, blurred. Two small black eyes …Simply disturbing

Mark claimed it was some kind of monster, Jess ignored him. Mary kept the camera with her and would stare at it for hours. Tom and his wife didn’t took sides, but when no one was looking, they double checked the locks on every window and door, “just to be sure”, Tom would say.

The dinner was a silent one, the kind of silence that is part awkward, part cautious. They didn’t knew what to say, at the same time they were alert to any strange sound, a futile effort on that point of the storm.

Close to midnight, a loud crash followed by a scream woke everyone. It was from Mark’s room. Mary was the first to arrive, and she would had entered if Jeff didn’t held her.

Tom opened the door, with a baseball bat in one hand and tried to turn the lights on.

-Mark!? Mark! It’s me, Tom! Are you all right?

A fierce growl exploded and a strange white and gray creature jumped over tom.

Good old Tom.

Almost became a pro baseball player, but he injured his knee five years before. But he swung that aluminum bat so fast it looked like a silver blur, straight on that thing’s face. They heard a loud snapping sound, the creature neck breaking as the bat bended and Tom wrists almost broke from the strength of his own attack. When small, Tom had the dream of someday play for the Mets; the Mets may never know what great player they lost.

Mary and Megan screamed in panic, Jeff too, exploded in a name-calling storm:

-FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCKING SHIT FUCK! OH GOD!

Mary, afraid for her little brother safety, jumped over the carcass of the unbelievable creature and disappeared in the darkness.

Soon she started to shout and ask for help.

They entered and found Mark severely wounded, unconscious and laying on a pool of his own blood. 

Everyone gathered and helped to carry him to the living room; Megan picked the first aid kit, some blankets and clean sheets and started to tend to his wounds.

Megan had only a basic training as a nurse, from several years before, and Mike situation looked very serious. Tom dialed 9-1-1 on the wire, but it wasn’t working. Everyone tried the cell phones, but they weren’t any good either. Mary was desperate, and Jeff had to literally hold her, or she would collapse right there, in front of her dying brother.

Later Tom would describe Mark as “a man mauled by a savage animal, like a puma or a tiger. The creature appeared to bite his throat in order to hold him tight, and then swung him around the room to break as many bones it could, and finally attacked him with razor sharp claws.”

They had forgotten about the half human, half beast creature, until a loud “thump” sounded in the floor above. Still holding his bent aluminum bat Tom were the first to talk:

-I think…we should go see if that thing is really dead…
-No Tom! It’s dangerous!
-I know Megan! But stay with …with…with that thing crawling around is more dangerous!

In the end they decided that Jeff and Tom would go upstairs and check the fiendish creature.

Tom exchanged his baseball bat for a sharp axe he used to chop wood, and Jeff took a shovel and a flash light. Carefully both men climbed to the first floor; Tom was the first to realize that the creature was gone, and without taking his eyes from the corridor whispered to Jeff:

-Jeff, it’s gone!
-What is gone?
-What?! The goddamn thing is gone!
-How!? I thought you broke its neck!
-Well yeah, I and my bat thought that too, but I’m afraid that a broken neck wasn’t enough, shit!
-What we do?
-What can we do? On the ground floor there are only two doors to close, one to the generator cabin, the other to the basement, and both places must be far below zero by now…We can’t leave either, the snow is already above knee-high and the blizzard is still strong as fuck! We won’t make to the city, shit; we would probably die before even getting to the cars…
-So what Tom? We hunt that thing?
-It’s not like I’m happy about it, but damn, what else can we do? Mark is in bad shape, we can’t drag him to a subzero basement like that.
-Well, its probably wounded, isn’t? The thing, I mean. We can beat it right? There are two of us against one of…it.

The sound of something crashing inside Mark’s room made both men freeze. Tom whispered:

-Jeff, I’m going ahead, for everything holy in this fucking world, don’t you take your eyes of this corridor. I don’t want to have that creature jumping in our backs by surprise…

Tom silently moved to the door, still wide open. The cold air and snow were like razorblades cutting them. The room was totally dark; the only source of light was the light coming from the corridor, and as Tom got closer to the door, his own shadow would turn the room darker and darker. Tom entered. He saw something vague, moving strangely. Afraid and with the adrenaline pumping, he jumped over the vague figure and stroked it with his axe, hitting it in the first attempt. But he found no resistance: his axe went right through it and Hit the wooden floor, where it got stuck.

-Shit! Shit!

Afraid, Jeff entered, and tripping found the lights. What they saw was nothing more than bed sheets blown away by the strong wind.

Jeff laughed:
-Well, I think it was a nice practice…
-Jeff, would you please watch the door?!

Took lest than a minute to free the axe, and Tom had just turned to the door, when it jumped directly over Jeff.

Jeff couldn’t scream, but his thorn throat exploded in a blood eruption with a deep inhuman chirp. Jeff’s body barely shacked. Tom would later say to me he thought he died instantly, or at least he hoped so.

The beast was mauling Jeff, his back turned to Tom, who saw that his neck had swollen, like it was still injured, but healing. Tom did not hesitate.

This time he cut off the monster’s head, which felt forward, still attached to the body by a thin string of skin and flesh. The blood, very dark, gushed three times high enough to hit the ceiling and the wall. It eventually felt over Jeff’s dead body.

Tom told me that he felt no joy on killing that monster. Jeff was his best friend, and now he was dead. Crying he cursed the monster and proceed to axe its body into shreds, splitting head, arms and torso in dozen of pieces. He took a blanket in Mark’s room, and carefully wrapped Jeff in it. As he cried, he took Jeff downstairs. He told me that later he would notice some kind of smoke or mist coming from the creature, and at some time he actually saw small parts of the creature turning into smoke as he took care of the corpse of his best friend.

Downstairs, Megan was shacking so hard she barely could stand up. Mary had already collapsed. Both girls didn’t saw the attack, but they clearly heard everything.

-Jeff…?
-He…is dead Megan.
-Oh, Tom!

Megan burst in tears but hold herself up, and gathering some strength, she informed something equally sad:

-Tom…Mark… didn’t make. His wounds were too deep…

Now was Tom who burst in tears. Placing his best friend on the floor he, bend on his knees and cried.

-Goddamn!! God damn…Why…what’s going on!?! Jeff, mark…it was supposed to be our holyday vacations!!! Why this shit had to happen to us? To Jeff…Mary…!

Megan nodded.

-She already know. I think it was for the best, if she had heard what I heard… I think she would collapse…

Megan put her arms around a blood stained Tom, and comforted him; it was 01:20h of the fifth day.

Megan and Tom tended to Mary, and put her in a sofa close to the fire place, no one feel safe enough to go back upstairs and sleep. After, they wrapped Mark’s body and took it and Jeff’s to the basement, which was cold and dark. Tom described the scene like something that would be marked with fire in his mind and would never let go of him until the day he die: He there, under the flickering light, in front of him, in a large wooden table, the bodies of two good men, good friends, people he cared about. He couldn’t understand anything.

Here I would like to say that Tom was a good man, and one of the bravest guys I ever met. When his parents died in a car crash, he just had finished college and had two younger sisters still studying. His dad had a couple mortgages to pay and Tom was in his first job as engineer. He become the man of the family, worked in three different jobs at the same time, from designing to delivering pizza, and kept his sisters studying and out of the harms way. He only allowed himself to cry or feel tired in his younger sister graduation. He was one of those types of man.

As he climbed the stairs back to the kitchen and locked the door behind him, he decided to go up and double check everything. Megan wasn’t happy about the idea of having her husband wandering around a place that could be full of monsters, but they had no choice. The first thing he saw when he got to the first floor was puddles of black ooze with a hideous stench where the carcass of the monster was before. It simply melted, like it was truly made of snow.

He double checked every single inch of the first floor, and locked all doors. Then he went back to the ground floor and barricaded the doors. He had decided to nail some wooden boards at the windows. He wouldn’t let anything bad happen to his wife.

-I will go down and grab a hammer and some nails, I will be right back.

He opened the door and turn the lights on, but he saw that his friends weren’t there anymore.

He  froze.

 The shattered sheets on the floor, a strange and unpleasant smell in the air… Another creature?

He step back, and saw two figures in a corner. It was hideous caricature of his deceased friends.
The arms and legs longer, the body thinner, slender… The faces inhuman but still recognizable. Claws bursting through shoes and hands, the skin, rugged, white and still dead.

The eyes, now small dark beads aimed at Tom, who closed the thick door just before they reach it. The door was resisting, but only god knew for how long.

-Megan! Go upstairs; lock yourself and Mary in our room! Barricade yourselves in anyway you can!

Tom dragged the table and a small closet full of pans in front of the basement door, while the monsters who once were his friends growled on the other side.

Megan did what Tom asked her to do: with tears rolling her face, she dragged Mary upstairs.

At the same time one monstrous hand crushed through the door and almost hit Tom.
With the adrenalin rushing, he reached for the axe and without even thinking, cut of the arm, which fell dead at his feet. On the other side a monster’s cry, like a banshee, deafened Tom.

After that, the creatures become even more violent and dashed against the door time and time again. Tom didn’t had much time, his mind racing wild as he stood there, waiting for the shattered door to finally give in.

Tom told me he was aware that he wouldn’t make it alive. The only thing that made him stood there was his wife, upstairs. He decided to gamble with his own life.

When the creatures finally broke in, he ran into the door that leads to the generator shack. The generator itself was out of the house, in a small shack, but the previous owner built a corridor, so he could go in and out without exposing himself to the weather. He remembered that Megan always begged him to put that ugly corridor down, but he never did it.

-Sorry Meg, I guess it’s best later than never.

He kicked the door and faced the generator. He smashed the light and axed two of four gallons of gasoline who were there. In the dark, he felt the lighter in his pocket. He always kept it there, even not smoking. It was his father’s lighter after all.

The monsters growled again and he could hear them running through the narrow corridor. He could hear them breaking it as they dashed in.
They entered the generator room. And Tom hit the first one with the axe right in its forehead, sending brain matter over the following monster. He lit the old lighter and he discovered that the last monster, the one without an arm, was dressed like Jeff. He should have blown the shack with them inside, but the shock paralyzed him for a second.

The monster swung his cold arm hitting Tom, who flew through the small shack, hitting the wall, while his lighter fell close to the gasoline, still lit.

Tom told me later that what happened before was, somehow clouded in his mind.

He told me that he saw him and Jeff again, as kids, playing baseball: Jeff was the pitcher, Tom the batter:

-hey Tom! Heads up! I won’t take easy on you pal! You better hit this one with all you got!

He swore to me he could hear grown up Jeff voice too, clearly asking him for a last favor.

-Old pal, don’t miss that one, please. Hit it for both of us.

And he swung the axe faster than ever in his life.

The blade entered the shoulder, cut its way through its neck, and split the monster head in half.

Tom just sat there, as he watched both bodies melt.

He said only one thing:

-Thank you Jeff. Thank you.

But he had no time; he finally realized that the lighter was still lit. Tom turned only to see the gasoline about to touch the flames. He ran as fast as he could:

-Come on Tom! Do it like you used to do in the old times!

Was just enough time before the explosion burst a flame over his head.

The entire face of the house turned to the shack was scorched, but the blizzard prevented any fire or more serious consequences.

Later they were rescued, but no one could explain what truly happened. Everyone, including Mary told the authorities that Mark and Jeff had died in an accident on the generator shack. To Tom’s surprise, bones were found, human bones, incomplete, but without any sign of violence.

Just enough evidence to let them out of the hook.

Mary never discovered that his brother turned in a monster; they all thought it would be too much suffering to her.

Tom and Meg moved to Boston as soon as the investigations were closed. Before selling the land they had the house torn down. But they never set foot there again.
They had a couple of daughters, baseball fanatics, even without any influence of his dad, or so said Tom. Now they all go see at least one Game of the Mets, is their version of annual picnic. In April of 2010 Tom was driving home when a truck hit his car. He is still in coma. His body was in bad shape, but even now he is fighting. We only pray he wake up soon.

Mary was deeply affected: She started to study occultism and other strange things, and I say its nothing light as wicca: She was after some heavy stuff. Everyone lost contact with her in 2003, in June I think.

Tom told me the entire story because he didn’t liked the idea of lying to everyone about Jeff and Mark. To him was important to tell at least to one person all the truth.

Now I tell this story to you, because I had decided to look it with my own eyes. I’m going back to that Island, and from there I will look for Mary. So if I don’t come back, or if Tom doesn’t wake up, the story will remain alive.

terça-feira, 12 de julho de 2011

PATIENT 34.



I am real, please believe in me! Everyone around me is acting crazy, they say… They say they don’t know me!

Last night I was coming back home from work, couldn’t be more than 6:00 PM, as usual I took the train and walked the rest of the way home. When I was about to enter my house, something strange happened to me! I felt a excruciating pain, the world start to flash in a red light and I think I fainted.

When I woke up, I was somehow different: My clothes had changed, my stuff, cellular, suit case, everything, even ID disappeared!

Confused, I try to get inside my house, but I couldn’t find my keys either. Luckily we, me my wife and both our sons, kept a copy hidden next to the door. I picked it and entered my house. Everything was normal, our pictures, every single detail, but one, some kind of haze, a light or maybe a mist was blurring my face on them.

More scared I rushed trough the house after my family, and finally I found my wife and sons, 12 and 15 having dinner: They look at me with fear and disbelief, my wife dropped her plate on the floor, my little son started shacking and my older one got a knife.

The first to brake the strange silence was my wife:

-Please, get anything you want, but don’t hurt my sons!

-What are you saying? Please, stop playing, I… I need to talk to you! Something…

Then, my older son throws a saucer on my face and screamed:

-Run and call the cops!

Confused and paralyzed, I couldn’t understand anything, and only the deep cut were my older son pierced my shoulder with his knife brought me back to that insane, INSANE reality. I pushed him away and run out of my own house like some kind of criminal.

I was broken and confused, the bleeding didn’t help me to think clearer than before, but I decided that the only place in the world were I would be safe was my parents house. Took me some time, but I made there. The door was closed, and was late, but I kept banging and calling for them, begging for their help. I felt like a broken toy, and stood there, in the doors steps of my old house.

When the door opened, my father came out with a baseball bat, my mother after him:

-Dear good, this man is bleeding Lily! Do you know him?
- I don’t know him Steve, but what we should do?
-Lets call the cops and an ambulance.

The rest you know!

You and the others pick me there and bought me to an hospital, were they told me I was insane!

BUT I’M NOT!

You see, it’s all a plan! He, he came here! The man who stole my face! He was just like me, but different, covered in the haze…or maybe he was different but dressed like me? I don’t know!

He acted like he knew nothing, but he gotta know!

Some one have to remember me… anyone …PLEASE!

Anyone have to remind me…because I am already forgetting who am I…

Who…?

segunda-feira, 11 de julho de 2011

AN SKELETON POP OUT

an skeleton pop'd out.

out the closet, damn


the bastard. even after his death, he still troubles me. isn't the first time someone almost see him.

for years i've been planing in how to take him out of here and dumping him elsewhere, but i cant.

i just cant.

is strange, but i'm more attached to him now than i were with him alive. Oh, i have to keep him around, close to me!

his white skull, his dead hands so beautiful like pure unspoiled ivory!!

and his skull, i hated him for so many years, i would get sick of just looking at his fat face in a picture, but now...
now its gorgeous! the hollow dead eyes! the perfect and silent symmetry!

its flawless.

Its pure art.

so i keep him close to me, so i can look at this masterpiece everyday, until the day i die...

and if his skelleton keep popping out, i will just get it and store again...and again...and again...